Time Machines Are A Thing Of The Past

Tick. Tock.
Tick. Tock.
The clock is ticking, but not in our favor.
It's taking the time away from us.
They say that time heals all wounds, but right now it's making things worse.
With every second that goes by, I lose you more and more.
At first I thought that I couldn't handle this.
I thought I wanted a time machine.
I thought I wanted things back to how they used to be.
Then I remembered that if things went back, I wouldn't be where I am now.
The lessons I've learned from you molded and shaped who I am now.
You made me who I am now.
If the clock went
Tock. Tick.
Tock. Tick.
I don't know how things would turn out knowing what I know now.
Especially with how impulsive I am.
I'd have made you mine and perhaps that family of yours would be ours.
That's not what I want.
If it wasn't for your hurt, I'd have never moved on.
If it wasn't for your disloyalty, I'd have never found him.
If it wasn't for you walking out, I'd have never found love.
This is what I want.
Right where I am in this very moment.
You can say I'm not the same, but like they say:
Time heals all wounds.
Tick. Tock.
Tick. Tock.
Make the most of the time you have now.